My beautiful son Nick is forever 26. He was a gentle giant. He stood 6’3″ and 200+ lbs. His heart was full of kindness and compassion for others. He was an EMT and a volunteer fireman for Ronkonkoma, NY Fire Dept. He was to join FDNY as an EMT in December of 2018.

Nick struggled with ADHD and severe anxiety his whole life. It seemed professionals didn’t take him seriously, so he found his own way. He loved helping people. He loved his “Brotherhood” and all his friends.  But most of all he loved his family. His famous saying was “I’ll always have your back” and “I would kill or be killed for my family”.

He had a smirkish smile. When he smiled, my heart just melted. He was my son, my friend, my gift from God. I  will miss him with every beat of my heart and breath that I take. Rest in peace my beautiful boy. I will love and miss you forever!!! Love always, your Momma.

Submitted by Beverly Gill, Mother